Dear depressed me,
Thank you so much for not taking your pills since now I am having the god damn anxiety attack of the year right now. I’m trying not to throw up and convince myself that I can still breathe just fine. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I need to make a list and try to get everything out so my head doesn’t explode. Holy fuck I haven’t been this bad in so long. God damn it me why did you have to stop caring long enough to let everything drop out if my system. Shit, its going to be a long month.